Lost..

today, let’s talk about lost..

It is one of God’s subjects for us to learn in having a lively life. you may cry a river for a “lost”, but you can never avoid it if you were destined to.

what if you lost a heart?

yea, it might be a big lost in your life. But let’s say… there will be a bigger lost than this. So keep your tears for later. don’t let it dry now.  u still may cry a river, but not an ocean..

what if you lost a love?

as long as you do not loosing The Highest Love, Love for The Creator,  It’s ok, dear brother.

Those are pieces of words to describe what we call “ikhlas” and “nrimo“.

PS. writing this, doesn’t mean that everything will be easy for me. “ikhlas” and “nrimo” is still a high and hard mountain to hike.. it’s a lifetime learning…

with luv,
Oct ‘09

falls in the wrong place

i look at my phone cell many times. i do hopes there is a ring, someone text me as usual, text me soooo many times, brightening my blue day. for now, its only a wish. as he must not to text me….

Dear  God, help me… don’t let it falls in the wrong place and hurt someone. If it falls already, Dear God help me to give it back to the right place. Or if it only fall in that wrong place, Dear God help me to make it right.

What if your heart falls in the wrong place?

would you regret it?

would you deny?

YM status on your Blog,,,

sometimes we want our visitor to see if we are online or not in YM. sometimes we want to show our status as :

or as:

heheheheheh,

There are a lot of tips in Google. But, this is my choice today
go to the website, and type your yahoo username in the appropriate box, generate the code, and copy paste the code to the text widget in your wordpress blog. Or, you can try the other one.

I assume you’ve known how to add text widget. Otherwise, here it is…. log in to your WP blog, head to your dashboard, choose appearance, then click widget. Drag and drop “text” in the appropriate column. Here we go…!!!!!

enjoy..!!

Flock

I am organizing my files when suddenly i found a browser master called “flock”. It has several nice features. One of them is upload blog without open the web blog itself. Well, not only flock can do this, but worth it to try. unfortunately, i can’t insert an image from my computer.
hiks..

Blogged with the Flock Browser

small chat tonight

tonight, me and Chan-chan (my friend in Dahai Camp, place where i am living now), were talking about several things and suddenly we came to a discussion about the maňana culture. The habit of procrastinating. Perhaps we do not realize that actually we are really procrastinating a lot. Instead of -do what you can do today- we’d rather to wait until tomorrow. why is that? Once i had a little discussion with my friend that commonly we’ve been spoiled by our friendly nature. we were told about our blue sky, our “green” land, our beautiful view, our natural resources, and many other beautiful things that we have (had??).
Then, we are agree that its not only Indonesia who have a maňana symptom, but all of the countries in the tropical belt. here is another example: as we only have two season, we do not have to prepare everything for winter, our time frame is relatively longer. Thus, we do not have to worry about tomorrow.
Different from countries in the northern and southern hemisphere, they put in their mind that they wouldn’t survive if they do nothing, and as a consequence from four season countries, they would better to prepare everything for winter. Otherwise they’ll die by the temperature. Hahaha…
Well, basically it still depends on the person itself.
So, which one you choose? or any other opinion?

ouch,

Love, pretty wonderfull and great. But it might be something that u dislike.. something that might even hurt you so bad.. something that might makes you drown, deep into the sea, swallowed by big blue whale, dont know how to survive, and u would die in there… or you would come up again as its feces. OUCH…!!!! still hurts…!!! When sometimes its a big bingo bango, a nice present for others, it still might hurts you.

well, there is a point of a broken hearted. GROW UP. Be StrOnGer. SmiLe even when you are criying. etc…etc… wanna add up some more…???

my otherside says “wake up girl..!!! you can do it..!! come on… wake up…!! build ur other dreams…!!!”

There is a quote from Alex Rover, a fictitious traveller, a fictitious hero in a film called Nim’s Island..

Be the hero of  your own story

oh ya, you can do it too… be the hero of your own story, at least dont be sad too much of a disappointment. Stand up even when your hopes all down..

_peace from dahai_

I am addicted

Today is the last holiday for this week and tomorrow i have to face my rutinity (again and again). Wake up early, breakfast early, go to the office at 07:15 a.m, and get back at 05:15 p.m. Struggling for not being killed by the rutinity..!!!!
I am addicted..!!! holiday addicted..!!! i am addicted to my hobbies (everyone does, i think). Addicted by blogwalking to your blog, addicted by googling with all keywords, addicted to something new, addicted to enjoy this aloneness (as i am introverted). Addicted to imitating some movie dialog , and bla..bla..bla..
tomorrow, I’LL print out the sentence “I hate LOVE MONDAY” largely in mind…!!! singing out loud the song of  “I LOVE MONDAY”
hahaha..
ah ya..!!! tommorow will be the first day to play  tennis since this 2 weeks off (for weather reason, huh).

anyway, i’ve run out of drug holiday, i shouldn’t  be that greedy for wanting anymore drug holiday, and lets  say…. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah for this nice holiday.. alhamdulillah for end up this holiday so i can start to work again,  start to produce something really worthy (get paid i mean, hahahahaha…*LOL*), and next thursday i should attend POP (pengawas operasional pratama) training which is issued that the training test is a trouble difficult.

the bottom line is….Alhamdulillah….

aksara jawa

i was alone in my room in a saturday afternoon, when suddenly and unconsciously heard Metro TV said “aksara jawa software”. Well, i should have known it from several years a go (but at that time i ain’t had a PC). Spontaneously (in a full consciousness) i typed “software bahasa jawa” and  “aksara jawa” in google. My mouse move over a link to a blog which took me to a great site. The Official Site of Aksara Jawa.

I am javanese. Native, and still completely remember how to talking in javanese (ya iya lah…!!!), even i forget several many “kromo inggil” words . hehehe…

anyway, you are strongly suggested to visit that site..!!

I have downloaded the “hanacaraka” font, installed it and tried the installed font. Here is the result….

most beautiful words

just a copy and paste from british council web. I found this while i am blogwalking through people’s blog who learn languages. i wanna keep this, but i am too lazy to re-write it.

soorryyyy……………………..

wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk

KBBI (Kamus Besar Bahasa Indonesia)

I was working on a mine design presentasion in bahasa indonesia when i suddenly stuck in looking for a synonym of an indonesian word. i usually stuck in many english words, but i feel “its okey, since this is not my language”. But then i found my self also stuck on my own language. hahaha….

I searched in google with keyword “download kamus bahasa indonesia”, and i finally end up to this online indonesian dictionary from diknas. ow… thankyou diknas, i do appreciate the site of Kamus Besar Bahasa Indonesia.

thanks for Akh Dian