My mind used to jump several lapses from now, imagining and making some abstract plan for both definite and undefined time. Yet there are always a time when i’m so tired with planning things, not because it’s boring or tiresome. But sometime, the abstract things becoming too abstract so that i cant even imagine.
Then i start to argue about what is it in my present time and what is it in my present mind. Sometime my mind just too wild to control, yet sometimes its too heavy and too lazy to do its job. To think.
I rarely be present in my present time. I often forgot in which stair i’m stepping in. Well, I always love my stair, though….
Ja, i’ll try to walk beside you, my present time…
#penyakitlawasssss harus segera pergiiiii 😀